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Life has not been kind.

Over the years, I have never felt the warmth of true love from anyone.  And yet I pushed on, smiling along the way, knowing deep in my heart that my fate was to ultimately be happy.

Today, I am nearing the end of my life, and yet the joy and happiness I have longed for all these years continues to elude me.  What pains me even more is the suffering that I have caused those that I love the most.

I only ask for two things now –

…the forgiveness of those who I have hurt, particularly in those moments of optimism when I believed “things would change” for me — and for them; and

…one day — just one day — of pure, simple and unadulterated happiness.

That’s not too much to ask.  Or is it?